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I feel so sick! I don't know what's wrong with me; my head is pounding; my stomach is weak; i just want to run? Someone help me.
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Thursday, September 25th @ 7:24pm] |
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Today, Today, Today. Today I've met a girl. I talk about gals often, but you'd never expect this from me. I grew some balls today. In my college algebra class there is this girl, tall blonde and blue eye'd who loves bluegrass and old country music. Dare I say we don't look like we'd be similar, but we have so much in common, for say how we both use to race motocross on the same bike. She is one of the sweetest gals I've ever met. We walked around campus for about 45 minutes just talking. Turns out she's doing sports medicine which for you who don't know was what I wanted to do as a lad. I'll keep this updated. =]
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Saturday, September 20th @ 8:43pm] |
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I've sat at exodus almost everyday this week, and my god it beats sitting at home. I have faster interweb here than at home and I'm having more fun listening to this 12 year old playing nirvana covers than not being able to listen to music at all. School's been great, and not worrying about getting a girl has been great Just focusing on school and drinking coffee every night has been great. I got lead tenor is jazz band and the solos are mad hard, symphonic band is going great too, i just need to get a job. This kid is now playing the violent phems blister in the sun, it wasn't that bad. This kid is actually 13 i was just talking to him, he's really nice, but he loves metal lol. I can't wait to see one girl i've been waiting to hang out with down in fort lauderdale. I've known her about bout 2or 3 years now and I just have yet to visit her =[. I will be soon hopefully. Everytime I get on here I just thinking how I'm so god damn young. I'm sure I'll find that girl either soon or when I get to Tallahassee.
I can't wait for Tallahassee, to continue music therapy up there and get my music going.
Right now life is getting in place.
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Friday, August 08th @ 2:19pm] |
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some new things comin' up, good stuff, big news.
i've decided to stop trying for that girl, if it's meant to be then it will be, im sick of being the one trying.
i've been writing songs.
i've been talking to mel washington from All Get Out on Favorite Gentlemen, my favorite label, and hopefull he'll be able to take a look at my stuff and share it.
I decided i won't be able to afford to record a 4 track demo so I've decided to join a local band up here, Shock for Andrea, hopefully I'm a good enough guitar player. Look them up, they're pretty good.
hope all is well.
Bobby.
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Monday, August 04th @ 1:35am] |
man my stomach is weak. i'm tallahassee right now and my body is tired but my brain wont shut down, i keep thinking about one thing and i don't seem ton understand whats going on. The girl I've been talking about lately, brianne, well i went to visit her making it the first actual time meeting her and i don't know what to think, she's not the best looking gal in town but she gets me thinking so much, she's the first person to want to take my to an art museum, the first person who showed me dear frankie, i was met with a hand shake and said goodbye with a hug. there's so much i feel like i can tell her, but lately i don't know whats going on, since friday i've called her twice and even sent her a message via myspace and i feel like she's ignoring me, i feel as if there's something i did that's driving her away but i can put my finger on it, i mean i can understand a few things for not calling back but she normally calls back, man i don't know, i do know i shouldn't be sweating this and i should just be going with the flow and wait for her move, but something is always pondering my head, i don't understand whats going on, i think i need a type of medication but thats just me.
anyway i helped my sister move today, i also got a banjo. tallahasssee is one of my favorite towns and i don't want to leave. the drive up here with my dad was one to remember, singer springsteen and me coming to tears having it remind me of times when i was younger when him and i would just drive and sing springsteen loud.
i've been trying to sleep but brain is still powered.
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Monday, July 28th @ 6:06pm] |
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These last two days have been the most productive i've been since living here. Yesterday I drove around with my father down random old roads eventually finding a nature preserve. So we hiked that for about 2 hours. I got about 12 hours of sleep last night so the rest of today i did yard work and tonight im going to a daytona cubs game HOORAY.
As for this girl I talked about in my last post she's pretty cool. I feel as if I'm need to chillax about it though. Oh well, sleep well to any friends I have that are on here.
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This past night I had the worst sleep ever I swear, but it was worth staying up late for. Lately I've been becoming friends with this Brianne. She's one of chillest people I've conversed with and it really just makes me smile. I can talk to her about anything really even toothbrushes. I feel like I could like her, but I really want to see where things go. I want to see how our friendship will grow and what I keep wondering will be actuality. I could really wait all day just to talk to her at night. There's just something about her that makes my heart pound. I can't say I like her because I don't know her near enough, but like I said I really want to see how our friendship goes. I've only known her a little more than a month, but when I talk to her I don't really care about anything surrounding me. I hate the fact that I'm posting a blog about this, but someday it'll be worth it.
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Friday, July 18th @ 10:20pm] |
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I'm kinda mad. Today after work I got my check from my other job and I went to cash it, getting all excited to get my new guitar strings I've been awaiting, and the teller tells me that I won't have the money in my account until late tonight. I was so sad haha. Well I hope I can somehow get them tomorrow. Anyway I haven't posted in here for a long time. Nothing really has gone on with me. I've been writing songs a lot lately. I have also been living in Port Orange, Fl. I'm getting ready to move back to Port St. Lucie for school in August. A lot of people don't know that when I moved up here my girlfriend Megan broke up with me. Over the time I've been here I realized that I always am with somebody and that I should probably keep to myself throughout college. For all I know I will meet some amazing girl through college, so I'm keeping myself open and focusing on myself for once. I need this change.
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Wednesday, January 24th @ 7:52pm] |
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New ALKALINE TRIO CD!!!! MIXED WITH SOME OLDER SONGS!!! YESubieugwpfwefew[fwe
comes out next week, yeeeah
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Monday, January 15th @ 2:46pm] |
So i waited for nothing.
It came to the point where i asked jordan why i've been waiting, and she said she didn't want to be in a relationship, at all. Which was all i wanted. So what do you say, " PEACE NIGGA"
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i had a merry christmas. New guitar means justin and i can make songs now,YEEAH! uhmm, new girl in my life, but she's been there for almost a month, but we're not dating....yet.
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i'm happy, how are you?
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broke up with chirsty, too much of a friend. I know i'm moving fast, but I'm going to wait for Jordan to come back from PA to let her know. I want everyone to meet her, she's so pretty, you have no idea. HIT ME NIGGAS!!
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Wednesday, November 22th @ 3:19pm] |
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So, i haven't updated in awhile, but nothing has really changed. I have a new girlfriend, and everyone seems to like her so far, and i mean i really like her so everything is looking good. Abnuierwbgheuighbeqpughb3eqghneoqn goeqhj goeqo gehoq8jhg9
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Sunday, October 01th @ 11:31pm] |
Chicken Noodle Soup
With A Soda on the Side
well. this weekend, was boring other than being home alone. i could've done, much. but i didnt. Hung out with Megan from work, and to be honest, she's kinda boring. Tonight, had coffee and taco bell with tina, she's fucking fun.
Thursday and Rise Against will be fun. Car ride with Samantha YIZZER! and seeing rachel<33! i miss that bitch. haha.
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Saturday, September 23th @ 7:19pm] |
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I'm home. I've been home, all day. And people always say they call me on the weekend. well im here, and I've called all you. fuck you guys. I haven't been upset in a while. I was great., I mean i saw Justin thursday night, and that's all i could think about on Friday. 16 months. I was about to cry.
Sitting here with fucking tears, I havent cried in months. I didn't cry when katie broke up with me, so what the fuck is wrong with me. I sit at home, and play my guitar all fucking night.
Friends, what friends.
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Tuesday, September 05th @ 6:58pm] |
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psh, did i say i had a girlfriend. fuck that.
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Thursday, August 31th @ 7:52pm] |
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the age of rockets. |
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sky's too pretty tonight. and i have a new girlfriend.
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Monday, August 14th @ 10:08pm] |
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exodus this evening with amber, just to get coffee, and we bump into samantha and her boot. Then Deanna got there too. yay. it's good seeing them both, it really was. I hope i get to do stuff like that more often. Idk. I kinda wish amber and i had something, but i doubt ill ever tell her for about the past year ive had a crush on her. How can i tell her though when about every guy she's friends with likes her. and while she has feelings for her friend blaine that's she's not even sure about. I dont know. Just a rant.
Who the fuck you think you fuckin' with, I'm the fuckin' boss. Seven forty-five, white on white that's fuckin' Ross. I cut 'em wide, I cut 'em long, I cut 'em fat.
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Thursday, August 10th @ 3:47pm] |
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pretty girls make graves- sad girls |
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Fourth day of school complete. I'm switching to AP us history, judd conviced me. haha. and well, school's going great, really. i couldn't ask for a better year yet. only i can't do golf, it interferes with band too much. Speaking of band, they hired a guy from penn state. So far he sounds strict. He wants to change each song, and he's paying someone to write out the show. I'm trying out for all-state this year, that'll be fun, i doubt ill even make it though.
Something's bothering me, and i have no idea what.
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